Its almost the end! the school year is over in a week. and im dying inside and out. I don’t know whats wrong with me i just quit..and i don’t know why but its hurting, and it will only get worse.. i normally don’t quit. im trying to get most my work in for my classes and i can’t seem to be on time for school..so I keep getting lunch detentions. i go to work every night and don’t get home tell ten or so.. so im to tired to do anything when i get home.but i don’t want people to notice that im soo tired psychically and mentally..im not happy, and i guess that means i have to change something in my life, for me to be happy..cause obviously somethings wrong. so im hoping summer will come and that will be a change to have school out of my life..then start with all my summer goals.. i can do this.. help me out big guy in the sky:)!
i don’t know whats wrong with me right no i just don’t have that light in me right now.. last week i was so excited for life and whats coming up. but something happened over night and my mind is just lost.? i need to get out of this slump..fast! i just keep thinking of all my friends and how im not with them.. but its good for me to be out of the social life for a while. and then i think of my future and what im going to end up doing?? then i think of school,prom,money,homework,time,boys, and maybe im just thinking waYY to much! then i have huge stomach problems right now. And im trying to eat healthier to help my digestive system.. but i also missed my cycle this month so that’s not good either and just another thing to think about??.. ahh well ill just keep praying and seeking god! <3
so much to think about .. but no need just go with the flow and breath in the air provided for you!…something might change in my life forever soon.. and all i can do is is be blessed!
I never go but im always the one who helps my friends get ready for it…then i realize i wanna go and have fun too! ..but every year i just go the easy way and never attempt to go.. finding a dress and all that its to much! ill just wait tell im a senior! i am so excited but at the same time i wish i was at my old school and could go with my friends i’ve known forever! it will all be okay in the end i guess! <3
